My name's Nur Amalina :) My birthday's on 13th June. I'm currently studying in Fairfield Methodist Secondary School. And I'm in retarded 3G'09! :D I'm crazy for Justin Bieber and Leighton Meester. I laugh alot and teachers loves calling me out! I can't live without J.A.E.N.Z♥! :D

Al-Emporio Chien Emilyn Evelynn Fatin Jiaqi Joey Junyuan Marilyn Natalia Rachel Ng Rachel Yeo Samantha Sarah Shimin Tricia Vanessa Zahiya 2F'08 1F'07

layout: * etoile filante
colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
background: materialisti-c

Labels: Stupid new school system

Check out Justin Bieber's new single, Love Me!
It's awesome!!!!!!!!! Maybe I'm bias (cause I love J.B) but still!
AHHHH, can the album just come out now?!?! I wanna buy it oh-so-badly!

Labels: Justin Bieber rocks :)

I LOVE LEIGHTON MEESTER!!!!!!!!!! :D
Her new single of Somebody To Love is awesome much!

Labels: Leighton Meester is da-bomb

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER, babyyyyy! :D

Labels: Change is constant

Hiiii, I'll be MIA-ing till I don't know when!
Follow me on Twitter www.twitter.com/Amalinaeatsyou
I'M SUPER ACTIVE THERE! ;)

Oh PS: Allison from ANTM Cycle 12, rocks my socks!

Labels: MIA

To the Besterest DEMON in the whole wide world,
You know you're always better than the best, and you make me smile like the sun! :)
Don't lose that demonic laughter of yours yeah cause it never fail to cheer me up.
Cheer up okay! Thanks for the long long talk today. :)
And for telling everything, on how you're feeling and all. I hope you're really feeling better!
And you don't really have to think too much about what I said k.
Cause you'll always be the role model in my eyes.
I miss you much! And love you loads! Yknow I'll always be there when you need me right? :D
And thanks for the Get-well-soon messages! Can't wait to see you on Wed too!
Oh not to forget, always remember my song dedication yeah?

Labels: Besterest

I went to the doctor with my mom yesterday, as soon as my temperature reaches 38.7 degrees!
At that moment, I felt kinda okay. Just that my runny nose and cough was killing me.
Reached the Flu Clinic, and I felt like dying! Polyclinic sucks, service was very slow! -.-
I felt like killing everyone there! :\

The doctor asked me alot of questions, alot yknow!
Like "Since when?" "Any other classmates on long term Mc?" "Temp at home?"
I told him alot were given only 2 or 3 days mc. And that my temp was 38.7 degrees at home.
He then took my temperature and the reading was like 39.7 degrees and he was shocked.
Well, so was I! :X Currently, I'm given 5 days mc as my sickness is all H1N1 related illness.

I wanna get well soon, I've missed out so much in school.
Gonna have to miss school on Monday. Heard the Teachers Day celebration's rocks! :(
Should I come? I should not right? I have to be socially responsible!
Having flu and cough and high fever sucks.

PS: Thanks beloved friends for the wishes and concern! I miss you guys loads (L)
PSS: Hope your fever won't keep going up and down, Marcus! :) WATERRRRR
PSSS: I'm so so sorry Fatin :( Sorry I couldn't be there. Miss you much! ;)
PSSSS: I've yet to give Ms Shamsiah this reflection thingy. HOW? I can't even pass it to her. :\

Labels: Suckssssssssssss

I was supposed to go to school today. But my temperature went up to 38.4 degrees! :(
Mom told me to rest in. Heard from Shimin that alot is sick. It's the sick season of 3G huh (again).
Well, GET WELL SOON 3G(for those who's sick)! I hope I can go back to school tomorrow.
I missed out alot, 3 days! Currently, still having bad headache, bad cough and flu though, sigh.

Labels: Sick season

Labels: Fever sucks to the max

Today, school was mundane as usual. The only two things I looked forward to was, Malay lesson and also the lunch date with J.A.E.N without Z (he had to accompany his mom) :)

Physics teacher came in late. And kept looking at me even when I'm already behaving myself -.-
Sorry that I culdn't talk much Rachel, I really didn't want her to say that I'm ..... you. Hahaha yeah. So anyway, I couldn't understand her lesson. She was talking too loud and too fast. :\ Aft that, she came and talk to me. Sigh, 0 eh 0! Are you the unreasonable or was it my fault? :O
F&N a bore. Coursework, coursework! Thanks Bridget! :)
MT was not bad! Watched a ghost story "Jangan Tegur". Not bad! Quite scary. Syikin was so funny! Zahiya too. Hahahaha!
Maths was speechless. Caught up with Shimin! :D I miss talking to you babe. Hahaha!
English was doing a letter writing test! Everyone was like "I don't know how to do!" And stuffs. Kinda hard. I did my best though! :) That's all that matters, right!
LS was a sicko. DISCOSTICK was being shown. Rotten one at that! Hahahaha! Not bad.
Had a great laugh with Shimin and the 3H people! :)

So after school, waited for Nigel. And then Junyuan. And then Emporio. At the Staff Room there. Teachers walked past and kept asking what were doing. LOL! Especially Ms Koh! LOL Potassium Hydroxide. So we walked down by the end of the staff room way, and Nigel gave signs of a Demon teacher behind us. Zomg scary! Hahahaha and then we kept laughing. Cause she was being dao-ed by a 196 bus! Super funny okay. So yeah. Went to SP's macs. :) Caught up with each other and stuffs. :) I had fun! I love J.A.E.N.Z TTM! :D

Oh and I just want to thank everyone who tagged me on my tagboard. About the "Yelllow, Yellow, Dirty Fellow" post.Thanks for all your encouraging words! :) I'm fine already. Yeah, Nobody's Perfect yes? :) I love you guys! I'm perfectly doing fine, even without that badge! :) And once, again, thankssssss everyone! Me love you loads! :D

Labels: JAENZ da bomb

Wednesday, oh, Wednesday :)

Chem was a bore as we were asked to complete some questions on the textbook.
Test is on Monday. :\ The questions on the textbook were ..... Zzzz
PE was fun fun fun! Accompanied Emilyn and had a great catching up with her. :) So aft accompanying her, was supposed to go threadmill but it was full of people. So we went up to the ISH and Natalia Van Annetta Dawn asked us to join along their game. I was teamed up with Emilyn, Nat, Van and Janice. Played against Annetta, Mel, Dawn and Evelynn. Okay it was fun! :) Laughed and encouraged one another like madness. My team won 5-3. :)
English was a bore. I kept falling asleep.
MT was talking about Internet and teenagers nowadays. Was laughing like gayness.
Maths was doing the test. I screwed up okay. :\
Physics was on a new chapter. Zomg, she's fast..

After school, I went to Mushaddiq's house with Evan, Nat, Jon and Zhongyik. Was supposed to study, but epic failed can! :( Sigh sigh sigh. Played cards and stuffs. My favourite was Cheat! :)
Nat was being a noobbbb! Hahaha. Nat had to go and we left together. I walked with Evan and I went to my grandmother's house. Cousins went wild! ;) My brother got into an accident, and if he hadn't jumped, he said he'd be a cripple by now. LOL! I'm so looking forward to Malay lesson! :D

Labels: Wednesday oh Wednesday

Yellow, you dirty fellow! I hate you! I really do. The reflection form was given to me today. Straight in my face! And my badge was taken, just like that! I admit I was in the wrong but sometimes, everything I do seemed wrong to you. Eventhough you always tell me that you're not against me, why others or rather most notices it too?

While I was reflecting upon my behaviour.. The first line I wrote was "As a classchairperson, I wasn't being a good role model to the rest of my classmates." And I started crying. I was asking myself "What had happened to me? Why why why?" But no answers found. Everywhere I looked, was my teachers from different subjects. I felt that I've really disappoint them. My form teacher and my co-form teacher. My parents! But most of all, I've disappointed this teacher badly. I was thinking of her. And then suddenly, she came out of staffroom and when I saw her, someone whom recommended me to be the chairperson of my class, I cried even more. I didn't know how to face her then. I saw her and immediately lied on my hands and cried.

As written in the reflection form, I need to: Learn to respect a teacher, Learn to stop rolling my eyes, Learn to be humble, Learn to be a good role model, Learn to stop talking loudly, Learn to handle myself in situations well, Learn to stand still, Learn to talk properly without being misunderstood as argue, Learn to behave, Learn to ...... Etc. That teacher said that I wrote well but she didn't believed it. Yes of course, I agree. Actions speaks louder than words. I do want to prove to that teacher that I can be what I wrote! It takes two hands to clap, yes? You guys may ask, why did I do all those things? A simple answer, I was misunderstood and was told to shut up by that teacher while I was trying to clear myself and my friend. Ugh!

And then later on, I was asked "How badly do you want to be a classchairperson?" by that teacher. The first time she asked, I was dumbfounded and speechless. I really didn't know what to say. I thought through and all but still, nothing. So, she moved on to another question, which was .... And she came back to that question. And she stopped talking about it and move on. So I'm done with reflecting upon my attitude and behaviour. For now, I wanna reflect upon "How badly do I want to be a classchairperson?" I can say "Very badly". But will that teacher even believe me? And also, what kind of a classchairperson has a freaking yellow form with 3 demerits?

Life is really unfair, when you're being misunderstood and when you don't know how to handle yourself well in situations. Please don't ask me where my badge is tomorrow or whenever.
It's gone, period.

[Editted @ 9.22pm]

Nobody's perfect huh, Evan? And yeah, everybody has those days. :)

Friday was not bad! Thank goodness! :) School was not bad. :) Anyway, had Redcross after school. Commanded the juniors for their bronze. They were still weak though! While the stronger ones, were really good. I'm super proud of them. :) I love giving the "Dari kanan, berdua bilang!" command! Joshua and Gabriel whos "injured" was really damn cute, bitching about arhem. I didn't know guys could bitch so much too. ;) The extra B was really damn extra. :( Anyway, dinner with most of them and it was damn awesomez! :)vI miss them all so much! Had heart-to-heart talk with Abram. Oh and went home with Jarrett, he treated me to Bubbletea. And we talked about arhem and SpongebobSquarepants! <3

Today, everything struck me one by one.

Firstly, my performance in class. I realised this year, I've slacken alot. My studies. My homeworks. All the lazyness, all the heck care! :\ This year, I have no idea what in the world happened to me!
I've become someone else I myself don't even know. I've become SUPER LAZY, no motivation,
And I haven't been doing a great job as a Class Chairman this year. It sucks having teachers to remind you this and that. It sucks having reminders. I wanna be a good role model too. I really really do. I wanna be the Class Chairman I used to be last year. Why did I change? Fuck I hate myself!

Secondly, I can't stand some of you anymore! If you were to think through about what Mr Guo said in class just now, it's true okay. I was super angry at him for saying that, of course. But ysee, he was nagging, yes I know, but what he said was really meaningful. Just think through about what he said, I spent alot thinking about it. All of us don't have the right, to even scold him. Honestly, now I feel super embarassed. I don't even feel like blogging about the "glory".

Thirdly, I can't stand people who love to accuse others. You were the one being a total bitch today. And can you fucking stop accusing me! CB eh. I really regretted even being friends with you. I regretted being there when you were crying like mad the last time. I really REGRET. You said true colours? Yeah right. You don't even know me. If you do, you wouldn't have said those words. Do you even know how hurtful it is! Ugh. I really want to go back to the old times. When you and I were STRANGERS. :) I didn't mean it. It was just out of anger.

And lastly, watching Paris&Milan with Rachel Ng today was awesomez!
Hahahahaahah! I love Xiao C and Aunty Lucy! :)
Oh and I can't wait for Next Thursday! I miss you guys alot, J.A.E.N.Z! <3

Labels: Nobody will ever understand